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I hate battles.
Sunday, 20 November 2011


Sorry I haven't been blogging . I've been sick with depression and an eating disorder. I know I'm probably gonna lose some followers on twitter if you guys see this but I don't really care, because I know those who stand by me will always be there.
So yeah. What are your views on eating disorders?

I'm currently 5'1 / 156cm and I weigh 108lbs / 49 kg.
But whenever I look into a mirror or see my own reflection all I see is fat. I don't know when this obsession with weight started but it's starting to freak me out. I want to eat so bad but whenever I see food this voice in my head tells me to stop eating because I'm so ugly, and that if I kept eating everyone would start hating me BECAUSE I am ugly.



See that picture above? It's something I'll never be.
I'll never have a tummy as flat as those [although I really want to]
I'll never have those abs.
All I will have is fats.
And that's enough to make me want to kill myself.




sigh xo






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picture says it all.
Monday, 24 October 2011

Sorry that I wasn't born with enough middle fingers to show you how I really feel.

Sometimes in life we have to forgive, and forget. Forgive our enemies, and forget they ever existed.

But for SOME PEOPLE, they should be slapped hard in the face. These people should never be forgotten, because they're just so annoying like that.

I don't know what the hell I'm saying now but boy, I'm glad it's the holidays :)
Cuz they're so many people I don't have to see in school. Hmmm...
Alrights, ttfn. Cya tomorrow! <3


fuck you.



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it's okay to be different
Sunday, 23 October 2011


I don't get this . What's wrong with being different? Why ostracize someone because they're of a different colour / race / size? How would YOU like it if you were on the plus side and people walked past you saying

"Hi Fatty. I hope you go slow; you don't want the whole school to fall, do you?"
 No, I don't think that's very nice. I bet you'd rush off to the nearest toilet crying and even then, no one will pity you.

Get it?

Now change, and treat that 'loser' you call, a lil bit nicer tomorrow.


I'm weird. Weird is cool yo.



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